hanging faithfully
there's a lot of things going on in my mind lately. to top it up the NLE result is so overly delayed... am tempted to swear on it but id rather not, it wont get into those responsible for the delay anyway.
these past few days, ive been searching for possible release of results in the web but all i get to glance & read at are the forums which obviously are dominated by nurses & nurses to be. for the latter the anxiety as i see it could lead someone into madness. reviewees of different centers literally fighting & bragging bout their centers. imagine that. future nurses huh? i pity them. sorry.
i dont know if u guys have heard about the leakage but its the common point of argument in the forums. its just saddening that many lives are jeopardized because of a few's unmistakable greed. i dont say that i believe that there really was a leakage as produced by the condemned review center though i have classmate-reviewees from the center who admitted that there really was, or i believe that the said leakage is just pure hearsay either. i know its sometimes dangerous to stay in the middle or keep the safe spot but the point is, why sensationalize such an issue when its already blocking the future of many future RN's? come on, it wasnt easy going through the RN curriculum, reviewing and taking the exam itself so its somehow a waste of time banking at an issue that's not yet proven true wen there's a bad need to release d result as scheduled.
i took the exam this june and im proud i did. it was a wonderful experience....hard oh yes but at the end of the day its the feeling that i have learned and became a better person that fills me up. i guess its beautiful seeing co-reviewees managing a bit of detour from their usual day into a more serious battle for excellence in the exam. its exhilarating. there's competition no matter how we avoid it but its healthy wen u do ur thing the right way and just like wat our center instilled in us...'u dont have to compete with each other, compete with urselves. its also equitable to helping each other.'
to all who could relate in this issue, it still pays to wait guys. be patient. since we are not given clear updates about this matter, i believe it helps a lot that we lay our concerns to GOD. pray instead of fight. afterall he knows whats best for us and provides beyond imagined. i am not sure (coz its hard to say...) if it'll be a big smile for me wen the result comes out but i hang in here faithfully...i guess that alone is answer to my prayer...the strength. for the most part, if faith can move mountains, why not bank on it? it'll not just give us the RN title but inner peace. a much essential investment.
on a lighter note, ITS GREAT TO BE BACK!!! i was preserving this moment sana til d result comes out but hell, MISS KO NA KAU!!! and thank you so much for ur prayers...dun pa lang panalo nako.;) | 
